Well it's been a while since I've made a journal, sadly though I'm writing this one for a different reason, one that I was debating about posting for a long time, but it's come to my attention that talking about it here on devientart is the best thing to do.
If you've known me for a while now, you know that I have have a lot of mental issues. That includes OCD, Anxiety, depression, low self esteem, and a lot of uncertainty. For a long time now, I've been able to deal with it and move on with my day, but for the past 2 or so days, I've been in A state of absolute misery. I've felt sad nearly 24/7, I feel beyond lonely, and I just don't know what to do anymore. It's literally gotten to the point where I've been getting suicidal thoughts (yes I'm not making that up).
So I need some help on this matter, which is why I've made this journal in the first place. If of you guys have any tips, ideas, whatever, on how to deal with this kind of stuff please let me know. Even the tiniest bit of help would be appreciated.
Thanks again.